Lost in Longing
2025 · 1 Season · 20 Episodes ·
Aira Nadira (Tracie Sinidol), who has lost her memory, tries to retrace her past. She has no memory of the last ten years of her life, and even more confusingly, she is now the wife of Nadim Eijaz (Jazmy Juma), a man who shows her absolutely no love. Set against a backdrop of domestic conflict, Aira's story slowly unfolds through fragments of memories, a toxic relationship with her sister-in-law, and a big secret that made the marriage not based on love, but on a personal agenda. As the seeds of love begin to grow in a completely ambiguous situation, Aira is forced to face the bitter truth, and must choose whether to rise up against the things that shaped her previous wounds, or make peace and turn a new leaf.
Episodes
15. Episode 15Sarip becomes increasingly determined to pursue Aira, believing that his knowledge of her past gives him a special connection to her. Frustrated by his persistence, Aira firmly establishes her boundaries and reveals that she is pregnant with Eijaz's child. Meanwhile, Eijaz attempts to reassure his wife that recovering every forgotten memory is not necessary for them to rebuild their relationship. As he expresses a willingness to accept her as she is, their marriage shows signs of healing, although the identity of Aira's hidden enemies remains uncertain.
16. Episode 16Aira experiences a major breakthrough when memories surrounding Tok Wan's death and the origins of her desire for revenge finally return. The revelations force her to confront painful events that had shaped her personality and motivated her previous decisions. As she begins understanding the consequences of her past, her attitude toward Eijaz changes dramatically. Although he has recently attempted to repair their relationship, Aira becomes emotionally distant, leaving Eijaz confused by her sudden withdrawal and threatening the fragile reconciliation they had begun to build.
17. Episode 17With her memories restored, Aira can no longer ignore the painful truth about her past or the circumstances surrounding her marriage. Overwhelmed by everything she remembers, she asks Eijaz for a separation, believing that ending their relationship may be the only way to move forward. Eijaz refuses to accept her decision and desperately attempts to save their marriage. Their confrontation exposes the emotional damage they have caused each other, forcing them to question whether their growing affection is strong enough to overcome years of resentment and betrayal.
18. Episode 18Exhausted by the emotional burden of her past and the consequences of her decisions, Aira begins reconsidering the plans she once intended to carry out. She no longer wishes to continue a cycle of revenge and suffering that has damaged so many relationships. Meanwhile, Eijaz and Sarip remain determined to win her affection, placing Aira in a difficult position as both men compete for her future. With Hannah's hostility still threatening the family, Aira must decide whether to pursue personal peace or allow her unresolved conflicts to dictate her life.
19. Episode 19Eijaz finally discovers the truth that Aira has been concealing, forcing him to reconsider his understanding of their turbulent marriage. Although the revelations bring important answers, Aira remains emotionally conflicted about her feelings and the future she wants. Meanwhile, Hannah's increasingly unstable behavior creates further tension, and Sarip struggles to accept that Aira is not destined to be his partner. As several long-hidden secrets approach exposure, the characters face the consequences of their choices before the final confrontation.
20. Episode 20The season reaches its climax when Nurul exposes Hannah's deceitful actions to the family, provoking Hannah into attempting revenge against Nurul, Aira, and Eijaz. Hannah's plans unravel when Eijaz intervenes and the police become involved. As the truth surrounding Tok Wan's death receives renewed attention, Hannah is ultimately brought to justice. Aira's courage also helps repair her relationship with Nurul, bringing an end to their longstanding hostility. With their misunderstandings finally resolved, Eijaz and Aira embrace a hopeful future together as they prepare to welcome their first child.
